i kissed my best friend. sometimes i wonder what my thought process is. how many times does a relationship last in this situation? EVER! i think we’re okay now but i know it will never be the same again. the scary part of this whole thing is i would do it again.. in a heartbeat. i regret the fact that i know we will never be right for each other and that this is going to hurt our friendship but i will never regret kissing him, it gave me hope that we will have something in the future, maybe. for now though, it’s summer. i plan on living it up and not worrying about it. i will be dating freely and won’t be tied down to what if’s.