October 2011
1 post
it’s been a while. shit, how much has changed since just three months ago. i don’t even know where to start my story. i took a change for the worse. i found a part of myself that i never would have dreamed existed. even though i do believe overall i’m in a downward spiral, i see some glimmer of good coming from it. i’m beginning to realize what it means to be a friend. i...
July 2011
1 post
it’s been a while; so, let’s take a moment for me to explain my summer..
got buzzed with my guy bestfriend and flirted hardcore all night, two hours later we confess our feelings. that was the beginning of a fucked up summer.
above led to my best friend and i sneaking out and hanging out with the above guy. night ended with my friend in the driver seat and the guy and i making out in...
June 2011
1 post
i kissed my best friend. sometimes i wonder what my thought process is. how many times does a relationship last in this situation? EVER! i think we’re okay now but i know it will never be the same again. the scary part of this whole thing is i would do it again.. in a heartbeat. i regret the fact that i know we will never be right for each other and that this is going to hurt our friendship...
May 2011
1 post
im done trying to make things happen, all that it...
April 2011
2 posts
i’m starting to move thanks to you, for once let it work out.
March 2011
2 posts
i never noticed how much things actually changed,...
sometime i wonder why it can never be me. he tells me he never lies to me and i’m one of the only people he tells everything too. we always have those moments where in any normal situation, he would look me in the eye and kiss me. but no; ‘you’re my best firend’ he says, ‘i never want to lose you.’ go on; date the whores, do what you need to. but soon...
February 2011
22 posts
sometimes i sit here and worry. worry about the past, worry about the future. mainly i worry about what will come of my friends and me. will we still be close? will i see them often? what happens when i move to chicago or where ever the hell i go? i can’t stay here. i can’t do it. i’ll go no where in my life. i have to leave this town, this place. sometimes i sit here and think...
my mom asked me the other day. ‘if i see all these guys giving you attention, why don’t you have a boyfriend?’ yeah good question mom, let’s shut up now….
Sometimes I wonder what the point is. Why do the things we do? When you’re younger you look forward to being older and going to high school then on to college. We never really took the time to see how lucky we were. We had few worries. We never had to worry about that girl at the party who had a little too much to drink. We never had to worry who was tweaking out on pills that day. We...
in a world where nothing seems to go right, we have to remember that there is something that we can look forward too. wether it be that one person who you love, a visit from a favorite family member, or perhaps it’s just knowing that while others are opressed and fighting for their freedom, we have a chance to do something with ours. i am an american and i want to believe that the reason i...
sometimes i wonder what the point is. what is the point of going after things we don’t know we’re going to get? how do we keep putting ourselves through the dissappointments? why do we choose to set goals that will probably never happen? all it does is tear us down to the point of us cracking. i want so much in life but i have no idea how to achieve it. how do we expect ourselves to...
i’m getting really tired of always being the single friend. time for new roles.
the rest of the 15 day challenge will be completed...
day 9- someone i look up too
my mother, end of story. she is the strongest person ever. she went through chemo and radiation while still working and partially going to school. yeah, she’s awesome.
day 8- one thing about myself
i would change my attitude towards thing. i would change my attitude towards guys and relationships
day 7- song lyrics
All of these guards they stand tall and defensive Putting up walls around what was once innocent It won’t let me in, but I’m stronger than that ‘Cause you stole my eyes and I’ve never looked back
i chose these lyrics becasue they are from my favorite song, vegas skies by the cab.
they make me remember past relationships and how i need to throw myself into future ones...
day5- most amazing thing
hmm toughy. the most amazing thing has to be when my old st joseph friends came back together and we all told storis of the old days. the circumstamces in which we came together were bad, taking we were at a visitation for an old school mate but the memories were amazing to hear again
day4- one place
i would love to go to paris or munich.
paris, for the obvious reasons
munich, to watch my man play some soccer.;)
day3- one wish
to be able to accomplish my dream of becoming a fashion stylist. it’s my lifelong dream.
15 day challenge in a day....cause i need...
day 2- relationship explanation
i’m single, it’s not cool. i hate it. let’s not bring it up again.
Ahhhhhhh! Love love love this superbowl halftime. Worth watching the worst sport ever.;)
Day 1- introduce yourself
hi, my name is hannah christine.
i am 17 years old.
i live in illinois, usa.
i am a junior in highschool.
my whole life is fashion, soccer, and friends/ family.
i love to read.
yeah not much else.
transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformers!transformer...
i knew this would happen, this is why i didn't...
i start to realize things at the weirdest moments. all of a sudden out of the blue i start liking my best friend. a few weeks ago we were talking on the phone and after we were done i realized ’ i’m basically in love with you’ it’s kinda heartbreaking. i want things to go well so badly but i don’t want to ruin our friendship. i know this happens a lot but i truly...
January 2011
19 posts
Ugg Boots and Shorts
I’m just:
WHAT? WERE YOUR FEET COLD, AND YOUR VAGINA HOT??
Please reblog this if you have a heart:
vanderpander:
yomrmalfoy:
incendiarycinderella:
youwannafeelthatrush:
stopallthismalarkey:
thaimonica:
itsvegas:
wherethefalloutlies:
sintactics:
REBLOG THIS AND LOOK AT YOUR BLOG. FUCKING DO IT.
lol HOLY SHIT. IT ACTUALLY WORKS.
LOL, i dont get what this has to do with having a heart.
Lemme go see what this is gonna do~
oh my god.
reblog it then look at your...
life isn’t suppose to be complicated. we complicate it with our mindless worries and everyday mishaps. words are spoken that aren’t meant. things are done without really thinking them through. consequences are always waiting to make sure we know what we did. people need to take a step back and try to realize why we do the stupid shit we do. people only look at the now, not many think...
I have a big, black clock.
Reblog if you misread that.
i’m out bitches, g’night.
always the friend, nothing more.
story of my damn life.
You know what the hardest decision is? Doing...
zzekee:
THIS.
if a girl is stupid enough to love you after you...
cumcake:
damn.
i haven’t had time to do the whole ‘it’s a new year’ thing. so here it goes on the 4th.
2010 was a sucky ass year, best terms i could even come up for it. it doesn’t even deserve a creative insult. i can’t even, no we’re officially done talking about it.
2011! i swear on all that is holy, if this year doesn’t kick ass i will lose all hope in...
first day of second semester; and it’s already kicking my ass!
December 2010
11 posts